Saturday, February 21, 2009
I woke up late today but i managed to make it in time for work! I woke up at 9am(usually is 8am) and took 20minutes to prepare. This is my first time getting everything done within such a short time! Ha. Usually i take one hour or so, for your information. Nearly missed my bus, though. Anyway, there was this really troublesome & weird customer! Its like she's really super mean and troublesome. Its not like we can do anything to the management. At that point of time, i really felt like screaming at her. Not just me. I'm very sure the others felt like doing that as well. After break, i had to head back to my workplace but it was raining super heavy! Thank goodness i had an umbrella, so its not that bad. Just then, a lady tapped on my shoulder.
Lady: Hey, could you give me a lift over to the opposite building?( i was heading to that building as well)
& Of course, i agreed. I mean, no harm right? She's a really nice lady and she told me that her friend's waiting for her but she doesn't have an umbrella. Basically we talked alot about random stuffs. Then she thanked me and we went separate ways. But my shoes were wet, so i guess i have to change my shoes for tomorrow.
Then, my friend/collegue told me a really bad news.. She just handed in her resignation letter and will be leaving this place in a week's time. When she broke the bad news to me, i was shocked. She may be upset at certain things, but i didn't know the thought of quitting would race through her mind. But she told me her reasons, and i find it reasonable. After 5minutes, i had to go for my break. That was also when my another friend/collegue text me, telling me the exact same news. I was like, shit, another one. Sigh and i was quite depressed about it lah. But well, i cannot do anything about it right? Sigh. I mean, if they are unhappy working in such an environment, why should they still stay on? As a friend, of course i would want them to be happy. As a collegue, i want the working environment to be pleasant because working together requires teamwork. Sigh, i will miss the both of you. All the joy, laughter and teasings. Hopefully, we won't lose contact though and maybe meet up every now and then..
Went to Thomson Plaza after work to meet Besties for dessert. So i had my hot dessert. Nice. We have been going there like almost weekend? Laughed and talked about lots of things. Anyway Sri made Agar Agar for me and now its in my fridge. I'm gonna eat it later. Its really nice i like it alot. And i appreciate it too!
Seriously i thought things will get better ever since that incident, but i reckon it got worse. We are all working in the same place, why can't we just help each other? Why must you draw the line so clearly? If you insist on drawing such a clear line, would there be any good teamwork? Then there you are, scolding whoever's new. Then there you are, showing black faces at people who have never offend you. Then there you are, nagging at the slightest thing. You never seem to care about anyone's feelings, except yours. You made someone cry, aren't you ashamed of it? Having experiences doesn't give you the right to scold the part-timers or anyone else. You don't even give the basic respect for the ones older than you. I never thought you would create such story just to get someone in trouble you know. By the way, you have a retard imagination to create such lame story. You are so despicable. Be thankful i'm using this adjective to describe you. Then there's another one. You are such a busy person 'cause you have to run between several places. Or to put it bluntly, to keep an eye on people. When profits aren't coming in, you blame us. But you never seem to find the root of the problem. Then when problems started surfacing, you get into a bad mood and just scold people randomly. We are not some superwoman or robot that are capable of meeting all your demands and expectations. As a (____) - I'm not saying it in case i get into some legal trouble....... You aren't being a role model at all. You don't deserve your collegues' respect. How could they? When you are so mean. Now now now, who's talking alot during work now? Its like you are so happy depsite knowing that she's just trying to suck up to you. But i'm sure you enjoy this, isn't it? Ha. I don't know why is she doing all these to us and resorting to all these dirty tricks. Childish act. Together the both of you make a perfect match.
Is this the kind of treatment you will get when you start to work? If this is, i can't imagine how bad it will be after my graduation & have a regular job. People are like betraying you and backstabbing you and sucking up to the higher ranks. So disgusting. Everyone are just wearing a mask. Nobody shows their genuine smile anymore. I really don't like this kind of environment, it just makes me dread going to work. I feel that i have lost all my enthusiasm in this job. I'm sick and tired of all your nonsense. I'm not gonna be a weakling. Whatever we do often comes with a price, and someday, it will be your turn. And now, I have feel so much better after saying all this out.
Today @ 11:58 PM