Saturday, April 11, 2009
Gathering
Okay i'm back from Natasha's house. Was supposed to be a gathering but not much people turned up, sadly. Anyway, i met up with Jo, Nata & Chap at 12 so we can get the food. Bought really alot of stuffs. Went down to Nata's house and then Chap started playing L4D and lemonade tycoon 2 and then us(me, n and jo) went to start on some serious business in the kitchen. Okay so we started peeling the prawns' shell. Found out that you need some techniques or skills to do it. Soon, most of them came. Chit chatted about life, been awhile since we saw each other! Like, peiyee annie etc. Pretty funny. Then we started singing songs! We started having some karaoke. You get my drift? Nata's house has got microphones and the karaoke cds. So we started choosing songs to sing. And and and, some of the guys sang one of the popular hokkien song!! Yeah. Was pretty fun and funny. Takes lots of courage to sing eh. I sang with Jolene:) I admired Xuanzheng's courage the most! Then more people came... Dinner was interesting. There were curry chicken, bee hoon, cereal prawns(fave), fried chicken wings, brocolli carrots mushrooms, spicy yong tau food and Chap's scrambled eggs! Chap cooked the scrambled eggs and there were alot of cheese inside!! Nevertheless, i think its not bad. (Eh chap i'm praising you) Everything was homecooked. Mr Lee came at around 7pm but Ms Pang didn't came. Unable to reach her on her mobile. And then Mr Lee started talking about stories & his life as we sat around the dinning table. Hilarious. We kinda celebrated Jy's birthday. Shawn Pang baked him a 4-layer chocolate cake with 'Happy birthday, JY' on it. It was verrrrry nice, just that not too smooth. However, it is still nice. Haha. Shawn Pang is the first & most probably the last guy i ever knew who bakes that well. He will be a great baker in future. Yeah.
I want to spend my remaining holidays(next week) wisely. I'm gonna ask my secondary friends, primary school friends and my collegues out. Because i never know when am i gonna see them again when school starts. You know what? I DON'T LOOK FORWARD TO SCHOOL NOW. SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH
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Yiqi, i wonder how many angels had died already.
It was only today then i realised i'm someone who doesn't like to talk much, or rather be like my old self when i'm with people i'm not close with. This is strange but i'm like that. I thought i could spend some alone time with you but i guess not... I don't like it when there's the 3 of us, i just wanna spend some time with you only. Just you only. That is when i'll be like myself. Sigh. I thought you will be the one to be concerned but it wasn't you, it was someone else. Or maybe you don't care anymore. Because i'm not special enough to you? I miss the good old times we had together. Times when you will be there to listen to me when i need to talk to someone, times when we will hang out and crap about all the nonsense stuffs you can ever think of in the world. I miss you my friend, i miss you badly... I really do. Do you still love me as a best friend??? Do you still care??? 5years of friendship, i don't want to give up on it. I know you love your bf very much, and as a friend of yours, i'm happy to see your smiling face whenever you are with him. I feel that i'm a coward for not telling you how i feel about all these. I'm not angry at you or your bf, i'm just sad. Sigh. Whatever is it, you will still be someone dear to me. You will still be my best friend...I'm listening to The Veronicas, "Untouched" Very addictive. Going for a run later in the morning. Run and sweat out all those unpleasant stuffs. Stuffs that are exploding my mind sooner or later. Sigh. Nights.
Today @ 1:31 AM