Favourite Quote from Albert Einstein:
Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love
How on earth can you explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?
Put your hand on a stove for a minute and it seems like an hour
Sit with that special girl for an hour and it seems like a minute
That's relativity

I don't fit quite right... In your world.

Hi, i'm back from my grandfather's place. Okay, so now i'm an Aunt for 2 baby boy twins? There was buffet to celebrate the twins' 1st month birthday. Anyway... I never enjoy such gatherings(only for my dad's side) Don't ask me why, but if you really wanna know, i guess thats because my cousins and us(me and my 2 elder sisters) do not have anything to talk about. Probably because our of the differences in our ages? Can you imagine? I'm the youngest there, for now, excluding the newborns of course. Whats worse is that i only went with my dad today so i have got nobody(eg my sisters) to talk to. I'm not really close to them. I called the wrong Aunt the wrong name today, fyi. It was like, wtf?! Sometimes i envy my friends being so close to their cousins, and they most probably hangs out together or what. Funny how it seems that i feel so awkward today despite the fact that the same type of blood flows in our bodies. The rest of my aunties and uncles are pretty nice people, but i just don't like one of my uncles. Anyway, i wonder why some of them doesn't talk to my grandfather. My grandfather is now 93years old, and he's pretty lonely. Even though he lives with one of his son(my uncle) but all of them seem to be so busy with their lives, and furthermore, my grandmother passed away 17years ago already. I really feel that i should learn my own dialect language, Hainanese so i can interact with him in that language and make conversations more interesting. I think i should learn to speak Hokkien & Teochew?? So as to interact with my grandparents(mum's side) and also other old people who i'm not related with. It is easy to satisfy old people. Don't you think so? They just want their children & grandchildren to be happy in life(doesn't have to be successful). They also
just want to talk to somebody about their own life experiences and etc. Sigh. Everytime i'm back from my grandfather's place, i would really think alot. Quite annoying actually haha. I don't want to let my parents down.

I've been missing this one friend of mine, but things never get better in time. Or maybe... I've already long given up thinking that oneday she will realise that i'm sad/angry about her. But why does my heart still wishes that she will realise it and come talk to me???
I found out yesterday that you can never trust a man's words. Never. I feel so disappointed.

Okay this whole post is getting very emo. So sorry you have to bear with my emo words. Hahah wouldn't be coming online tomorrow. Gotta start studying. I'm going off to google "heilongjiang" I think its some place that is near the China & Russia borders. I've got no ideas what exactly this is about thats why i'm going to do a research on it! Haha. Au Revoir!!!

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