Favourite Quote from Albert Einstein:
Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love
How on earth can you explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?
Put your hand on a stove for a minute and it seems like an hour
Sit with that special girl for an hour and it seems like a minute
That's relativity

Let's embrace 2010

So tomorrow's the last day of 2009. Wowwwww. Just one year ago I was still slacking and having fun, without having to care a thing about studies or whatsoever. But I guess this year just differs so so so so much. Resolutions for the upcoming year? 1) Sleep more (2) Do not eat unnecessarily/Eat lesser (3) Spend lesser (!!!!) (4) Save more (5) Be more hardworking (plz) I hope I wouldn't procrastinate anymore and rather, get started on all these resolutions. 2009 was a great year because of certain stuffs but yet at the same time, 2009 was a bad year because of other things too. Can't wait for 2009 to end. Please let 2010 be a smashingly awesome year. After tomorrow's night, its a brand new start for us.

Can you hear me, hear my thoughts, hear my desires?

Finally some time to blog. Had a stayover with FVUK (cn's idea heh) over at her house. Hmmm watched 2 movies and can never forget the gay scenes of "Blades of Glory"? Had macs and instant noodles in the middle of the night. We forgot about our jellies!!!! Hahaha, had fun catching up and talking nonsense as always..

Sunday was a big torture. I was terribly sick and I had to finish up BCS excel? Excel was killing me bit by bit. Horrible I say. Glad its all over now and we shall all move on to... Dreamweaver? Jesus. Monday, fell asleep during OB lect, it was so boring! The lecturer was like so so so so boring, skipped econs' lect to finish up geog and am crashing econs tmrw. Tuesday, today, sch ended early because Ms Lenny didn't came for class! So finished up tutorial work, off for lunch and satisfied Wanting's sudden craving. Sorry about your loss my dear :( Please cheer up though I know its not easy :(
Please.let.me.recover.by.thursday.cause.i.wanna.countdownnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. Sigh.

I want to share a story Yiqi once told me about which I find it fantastic. Here I go:

One day, a professor asked his students this, "Why do we SHOUT instead of speak when we are ANGRY?"
All students thought for a while. Then one said, "Because we lost our cool. That's why we SHOUT"
The professor asked again, "But the person is just right next to you, why can't we talk softly but have to SHOUT?"
Everyone gave their opinions but none was accepted by the professor.
Lastly explained by the professor, "When we are ANGRY, our hearts drift apart. To mask the distance we felt, we instinctively SHOUT instead of speak so the other party can hear us."
"But as we SHOUT, we get ANGRIER. And we felt we drift apart further. So we SHOUT even louder...."
"It is the opposite when we are in love. Not only do we shout, we even whisper into each other ears. Why?"
"This is because our hearts are very close, almost never apart. As our love deepen, we reached a state of communication where there is no need for words. We understand each other well enough just by exchanging look", concluded the professor.
Therefore, when we are arguing, do not speak words that will make our hearts drift apart. Wait for a few days. And when your hearts are no longer apart, pick up the conversation and continue from there.

Meaningful isn't it? Me like. Haha. 2009 is coming to an end in about 2days' time. 2009 has been a great and not-so-great year. Please let 2010 be more than awesome. Maybe it is also time for some resolutions. Sigh. Time for medicine. BYE!

Monday
Caught Avatar, great show. 4/5 go watch it if you have not!

Tuesday
Off to peiqin's house with my clique. I miss you girls so so so damn much. I'm glad we met up. Played Mahjong and played the car game on her playstation3. Absolutely fun. Took hundreds over photos with Pq's amazing camera! Ordered pizza hut delivery for dinner, yummy!! Ate dinner twice cause my mum cooked. Was so so so bloated plz!

Wednesday
Met up with the usuals! Lynn had dance while Chen was overseas :( Not all came. Jeremy and I decided to skip 3 trains from outram park. Off to safra near vivo for some bowling with the rest. Played 2 rounds, as usual i was the lousiest! Peiqin came for dinner, had a hard time deciding japanese, italian, brazilian, german or chinese cuisine! I want german cuisine with e&z. eventually decided on japanese cuisine hahaha had fun lah:) Nice catching up on each other lives.

Thursday
Out. Went to Yanseng's house first with Xinkai to have Christmas dinner? Lol. Frankly speaking, i'm always crashing people's own family christmas party. Because my family doesn't celebrate.. Last yr was eechen's, this year, yan's. Anyway Yanseng whipped up the dinner for us! There were beehoon, curry, fried chicken wings etc, ham, prawns and etc etc lah! Not bad, he has a standard. I think guys who can cook are awesome. Because i can't cook for god's sake.

Friday
Went Lynn's house! Played mahjong with the usual people. Haha i only won twice?! Pathetic plz. I suck at mahjong, they are all so pro!!! Haha and crapped. Down to Chomp chomp for dinner!!! Nice nice. Even though i have a super bad sore throat and cough and a slight fever in the morning, i still do not give a shit bout it. We order stingray (Y), cockles (Y), oyster omelettle, hokkien mee, kangkong, mussels, chicken wings(Y) and of course the sugar cane drinks. Crapped caught up on lives and the usual stuffs. Ate ice cream, lynn and I shared a tub!!! HAHA and talked about some stuffs...... See you all on 31st:) i love you all thanks so much

Sigh and i really really have got no slightest idea what to do anymore. Its like, we all can't have the best of both worlds isn't it... Can we just say what we both really wants from each other? For me, i just want........ How great, i find myself listening to all the old cheesy songs and as much as i don't want to confess, i'm actually enjoying them right now.


"Hi, I'm dying from solitude and the strains that emerge upon this pursuit of uncertain tangible achievements. I've seen futile reaping happening to others and am confused with such controversial outcomes. Thus, I question myself everyday on where I should allocate my soul and energy to. The desired places seem to be pretty tempting. And so, I feel pressured to succumb to them. Since the undesired places that I have buried myself in seem to be nothing more than just a superficial reality. Help?"
-K

Now i understand why was Pandora created. Haha, thanks girls, i had a great time today. Gotta run, long day tmrw.

So thursday headed down to gym with Wanting & Layting (the Tings LOL). Went for kick boxing first. WAS FUN hahaha, the instructor was so funny, sang the songs that were played on the radio. I want to go for more classes!!!:) Then we hit the gym for some work out. And finally, a swim in the pool. Eventually we headed down to town at 5plus hahaha. Then to Haji Lane for some shopping! Wanting did her manicure while me and layting sat there and wait. She freaked out at the sight of the cats! Haha and the little girl was kinda funny. She left first so Layting & I waited for the guys for sheesha. Okay, i think sheesha was alright? Hmmmm. Since shengxiang drove, we went to Henderson Waves. This time round, without climbing 70 over steps. It was still pretty crowded at 12am plus???? Haha then lotsa stuffs happened! Then off to Changi Beach Park! The place that is near to the runway for planes???? I love watching planes:) Layting likes it too! hehe. Then eventually, changi village for nasi lemak. Home at 330am, thanks shengxiang (driver) & weijie (navigator) :)

Was soooo tired that i slept through the noon today. And i recieved eechen's christmas card today! Thank you babe. Hope you're having lots of fun in disneyland & universal studios now! To Edwayne, I hope you have reached Germany! 11jan is just a few weeks away right, do have fun k! Creme brule with Zak when you return:) Wow, i just found out i'm celebrating christmas on 22, 23, 24, 25, 26. Laura, i'm so happy you made it to sec5, please study hard:) Should sleep soon, am meeting wenlynn tmrw! Babe, i'm so sorry :( Hope you're okay now... I don't know why but i'm sooooo lazy to post photos on my blog now. GOODNIGHT!

Saturday was a great day. Out with besties first to get eechen's winter clothings for her trip to The States! Hahha then met up with Chew, Darren & Edwayne for dinner. Had dinner at the Rabbit restaurant, nice ^^ yummmmy. First time Ed eats at a Chinese restaurant i guess! Eventually Ed, Darren & I went for ice cream! Caught New Moon yesterday. It was a bad bad bad bad bad movie honestly speaking. There wasn't any climax! It was the most boring book out of the series as well. I want to catch The Lovely Bones! Its adapted from a novel.

Today is another day out with Yiqi. Headed off to town and 313 shopping mall @ somerset is awesome (Y) hahaha lotsa great shops in there and f21 was 4storeys!!!!! Amazing and bumped into layting & shengxiang! Hehe and had a yummy dinner. Walked around and headed home. Did lots of catching up today:) And 26 more days to go! Yay.

There's a wake at my house void deck, guess someone just passed away... My condolences to their family. All of a sudden, i just thought of my grandpa. Its been about 2mths since he passed away. Chinese New Year is coming too, I suddenly realised we are not going to pay respects to him next year (and for the rest of my life) anymore for CNY.... Guess this year was the last time. I felt so regretful. Why didn't I visited him that often when he was still alive and well? Sigh. I hope he's happy in the other world with my grandma.

One of my favourite

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
Oh, it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That there's no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our life

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
Oh, it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
You could building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
Oh, it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I finally see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

(Theory of a Deadman - Not Meant to Be)

TGIF

So the other weekend (which was very long ago...), i worked at Baby Hyper's Store again. This time round it was just me, Yan & Xk, along with 2 other girls whom me and Xinkai eventually made friends with:) There were new brands and new models of the strollers. However, everything that I had learnt 1 year ago eventually came back to me. The taja (or toja?) stroller was super cool because it could be converted into a bicycle and a stroller. It was priced at $3,788. There is also a gold plated McClaren stroller worth $18,000. Amazing. Hahaha. Had fun working, had fun rushing through every meal because there was lots of customers, had fun buying the canned coke from the vending machine. Canned Coke tastes really nice when you buy it from a vending machine. Believe me.

Yesterday was Yiqi's birthday so Xueqin, Basthian & I surprised her! Hehehe guess she didn't expected me to come because she thought i haven't had my holidays. It was a mad rush because we have got no idea what time will her council actually ends. Plan A & B cancelled, we went on to Plan C- bas' house. Surprised her at the pool's side. Then headed up to Bas' house! Yes, had cake, nata de coco dessert, mashed potato and soup (which they both made)! Watched Cartoon Network, hahahah. TOM & JERRY!!! One of the nicest cartoon show on Earth!! Basthian decided to be the chef of the day (Y) So they went out to get ingredients and Qixiang soon came. Helped out a little (i helped to peel off the cabbage!!!) and the rest was all up to Basthian and his assistant - Yiqi. Had Japanese Curry with corn, potato and cabbage and rice! Eh it was delicious!!!! Even though it was the curry was instant, but it still tasted good (Y) because it still required some skill!! Hahaha.

Then we watched telly, SEA games, the swimming competition. Yiqi, Xueqin and I were so excited and scared when we were watching the 4 x 100m relay (Male) because it was so competitve!!! But Singapore won in the end hehehe. We looked like we were watching World Cup, seriously. Speaking of World Cup, I can't wait for it. It is an event i always look forward to! I love how it was liked yesterday... As if we were all grown up and this is a gathering for us to catch up on each other's lives:) And yes, yiqi, i hope you love the Adidas watch we got you!

Friday, headed out to meet hy and the rest first to search for Coke's present. Eventually after much consideration and walking around, we settled for the Fossil Watch all of us agreed it was nice and suits Coke. I love stuffs from Fossil. Firstly its because they have got really beautiful stuffs ranging from bags to wallets to watches. Secondly, its because they are made from geninue leather which makes it durable. Back to orchard's MRT at 630pm and then went off to have our dinner at California Pizza Kitchen. The pizza was pretty good! The ambience was good tooooo. Everyone sang birthday song, nice nice. After much crapping, laughing, catching up and eating, went down to Thomson for ice kimo! Ice Cube is moving :( So i guess we are only left with one alternative, which is to go for Ice Kimo all the time in future. Hahah "surprised" Coke with the cake and yes, everything felt like those good o' times??? Home, and I found someone to go supper with in the middle of the night alrdy!!!!

Can't wait for Christmas where we will all celebrate! The season of joy, the season of giving;) I want to get skates, been saying that for 1.5 long years:( And Khai is serving NS in about 2 months' time, gotta miss you so much! Must meet up for supper/dinner/or whatever during the weekends when you book out. Congratulations to Mr Dennis Goh on getting married in... few hours' time!!! Borders @ wheelock is having a 20% storewide sales hooray!!! I WANT TO GO AND GET MY BOOKS HAHAHAHHA. Need some reading therapy this holiday. There are so many things i want to get but........... need some cash:(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!!!! Enjoy your day love and we shall meet up next week. I'm going off to sleep now, long day tmrw.

Yes yes!!! Holidays are here! Okay so what even if its a 2weeks break or what people says, project week? Its still holidays right!!! Finally some time to settle down and chill and catch up on my sleep and of course.. meeting with friends i haven't been seeing for gazillion years. Things have been acting up strangely again for me, i definitely need some reading therapy this coming holiday. AND WHATS UP WITH JAPAN?!?!?! Omgoshhhhhhhhhhhhhzzzzzzzzzzzz. Wenjie just board the plane for a holiday to Japan, Jianyu left few days ago and then Jeremy just told me he's leaving for japan in a couple of days soon too! Wowwwww and Eechen's leaving for The States soon, and for the first time in 7years, we are not celebrating christmas together!!! Sad, but all of you, do enjoy yourself kay. I want to go on a holiday too!!! Remember our 2years' plan from now ah ^^

I was on my way to school today and the bus passed by St Andrews college. Got reminded of the days when we (us) headed there to give our support to the rugby boys & my friends. It was that field where they had their victory. It was nice seeing them giving their all for the game. 2010 is coming, how time flies. It will be great if the time just stops at 2009 but all of us know thats impossible. Gonna be busy for tmrw, fri and sat. Probably the following week as well. And then Budiman won an iPOD TOUCH!!!!! Just because he spent more than $3 at the school's canteen! So lucky!!!! Jealous. Shall go for chats on msn with my friends now. Goodnight!

By the way, i had a good closure for term3. Heheheh, wanting knows why!!!! Wanting don't sad k!

Bestie just sent me a song I haven't been listening to since years ago. My heart aches whenever I hear this song and only she knows the reason.

2 More papers and here comes freedom!!! hahaha

Monday; everything was fine
Tuesday; things began to go awry
Wednesday; i gave you a chance, i gave myself a chance
Thursday; sweaty palms, accelerating heart, trembling body. Despite so, I didn't withdraw the chance
Friday; ------------------

You're a little too late. I have already made up my mind.

I'm losing this battle

Even I questioned myself. What right do I have?

It was raining heavily before I left the school, but as I walked back home from the bus stop, the rain had stopped. Hyperactive kids were playing soccer at the soccer court, or playing "hide-and-seek" at the playground. Having so much fun, as if it did not rained earlier on. It brought back alot of my childhood memories. As cliche as this may sound, but i love this place. I love my neighbourhood.

Yes yes, budiman showed me this website, its cool: http://www.fmylife.com/

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