Favourite Quote from Albert Einstein:
Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love
How on earth can you explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?
Put your hand on a stove for a minute and it seems like an hour
Sit with that special girl for an hour and it seems like a minute
That's relativity

Wow the last time I blogged was nearly 2 weeks ago. So just a quick one and I have to start on work. School has been so busy lately that I've been neglecting this space. Today, I kind of got my mind off studies and other stressful things by playing lan with my poly clique. Wj & Sx both drove so we headed to Serangoon to play L4D! Haha, believe it or not, this is my first time entering a LAN shop. Then I had to head back to school for some forum, i'm such a spoiler :/ But nevertheless, at least I got to relax. Thanks so much! hehe

Checklist for next week:
1) BCS grp website by Mon 9am
2) Geog for Travel&Tourism proj 2 by Mon 5pm
3) BCS' Presentation on Tuesday 1-4
(BEST THING ON TUES: NO CS2!)
4) French culture Quiz 2 on Thursday
5) World Issues Presentation on Thursday
6) BCS' End of Semester Test 630pm Friday
7) CS2 Summative Test 930am Saturday

Wow, so much things to do within a week. Thank god micro & Ob are over. But yeah, it's gonna be such a busy week still. Date check: 29/01/2010, January 2010 is coming to an end ?!?!?! Wowwww. 2 more weeks to the end of Year 1, 2 more weeks with my classmates. Its my bunch of friends that kept school going for these 9 months. Without them, I think school is gonna suck big time. BIG TIME. This is sad, I'm gonna miss you all so much:( One of the best thing that ever happened to me in year1 was that I met someone I never thought I will:)

oh yes yes, hehehe for more updates on my life, read wt's blog ;)

Headed to Marissa's birthday chalet. Her mum's a great cook and am glad she was surprised. Fruzen yoghurt @ white sands was (Y), was worth the money too! Wanting and I got stranded at pasir ris because we missed many last buses when we thought we didn't. Nice one and we started cursing. So anyway, we sort of have a heart-to-heart talk while waiting^^ Haha, then we did something bold. We hacked into a condo, we just walked in like that and nobody stopped us? Then we bought food from the vending machine inside the condo. So crazy right? Haha, it was quite fun actually:/ Then we just walked ard the condo. And her bro sent us home, thanks so much.

Projects and assignments are due this coming week. So much things to prepare :( This suckkkkk. I don't like school anymore like how I used to do. I miss my secondary school times, i miss my friends.

After all this time, I finally realised which of my friends actually understand me more than I thought. Despite the fact that we have drifted apart in the recent years, you still seem to know my personality, still seem to know my character, still seem to know my words and actions more than anyone does. And this really amazed me. Even though sometimes you can be annoying, frustrating, threatening and pissing me off. Haha. But i guess that’s who you are. I don't like anyone to worry about me, maybe that is the reason why I have a tendency to pretend everything's alright even though it might hurt sometimes. Still, you always seem to know everything, when I never mention a word about it... You don't even mind sacrificing your time? Thanks so much for making me realise this before it's all too late. Thanks so much for being my friend and everything you have done. I know all these words will never fully express my gratitude for you. I hope I'll never lose you as a friend.

"I fear that I will always be, a lonely number like square root 3. A 3 is all that's good and right. Why must my 3 keep out of sight? Beneath the vicious square root sign, I wish instead I were a 9. For 9 could thwart this evil trick, with just some quick arithmetic. I know I will never see the sun, as 1.7321. Such is my reality, a sad irrationality. When hark, just what is this i see? Another square root number 3, has quietly come waltzing by. Togther now, we multiply. To form a number we prefer, rejoicing as an integer. We break free from our mortal bonds and with the wave of magic wands our square root sign become unglued and love for me has been renewed."

My life's so dull now that I don't even want to bother blogging about it.

Inner struggle

Just about 10 minutes ago, I blogged. But there is this sudden urge to blog again. Its 2010 already. Looking back at 2006, 2007, 2008 and 2009, those times comes back to me, like a replaying memory. And yes, I have to admit. Thinking about some of the memories brought a smile to my face. But there are also certain memories that just pains and aches me so much that I really wish I can forget. I'm torn between the beauty of those memories and the pain of remembering them. Looking back, I realised how naive and childish I used to be. It was the environment that shaped us this way. I think it was 2007 when I started to grow up. At the same time, I wished I had done something to make it all better. I would love to delete all those memories with just a click. We made mistakes, felt ashamed (still) and started to regret. Those mistakes are just like scars that can never go away. As if it was carved on your skin, imprinted in your brain. And no matter what.... we became different. I became different. And that makes me disappointed in myself.

So I haven't been blogging for a few days now. Sch has been sucking up all my energy. Countdown @ raffles place with my usuals again. Awesome! Hehe, fireworks. Never fail to brighten up the night sky.... and my day too. I'm still very mesmerized by the fireworks. They are so brilliant. Stayed over at eechen's house. The guys bet again and then the girls cooked! It wasn't exactly cooking.... more of like utilizing the oven. Haha, so we had nuggets, seaweed chicken, campbell soup and mushrooms for supper. Made with love from us of course. Saturday.... Met up with SAM! We had lunch together, sat outside taka and started catching up on our lives. Great:) Meetup soon k. Monday, no school, but went to sx's house for OB project. Am still not done with it yet:( Crap, french lect + tut and world issues lect + tut are resuming next week. WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO GO HOME LATE AGAIN?! Sigh. I'm gonna reach home at like earliest 730pm and latest 9pm. Thinking about this just makes me feel kinda depressed. School sucks. Thank god i have a bunch of friends who made it so much better. So I will talk about wed, thurs and fri on another day. For now i'm tired. This weekend is gonna get busy for me.

That mistake made me different from what I used to be now...

2009 was a bad year. And I doubt 2010 will be awesome. Sigh. Meeting Sam tmrw (!!!) so I should get to sleep soon. I hate to solve problem sums like this. Especially at this unearthly hour? I'm already sick of it.
RIP Stephanie, my sister's friend and my used to be band senior.

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