Friday, April 23, 2010
Some distance is good
School has started. I'm in year 2, no longer a freshman. I'm a Junior Student now, and this means i'm gonna have more responsibilities than I ever had. Looking at all the subjects I'm gonna take this semester is enough to make me doubt my time management and capability to excel. Especially SSM. I'm so scared of ssm i swear, like its one of my worst nightmares ever. Holidays was short. It ended fast, and furiously. My new classmates were pretty fine, hopefully we will all get along. Things are going haywired. And the annoying weather just makes everything worse.
Sigh. I remembered a friend once told me this. "Don't talk so much. 'Cause in that way you won't say the wrong things". Guess this phrase is finally knocking some sense into me. Don't worry i'm gonna be fine. It's just one of those awful emo nights.
I'm hoping we can make some wishes outta airplanes.
Today @ 10:08 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Just some quick updates on my life.
Last thursday was the surprise for Layting @ Marina Barrage:) Followed by dinner at citylink then L4D2 @ Katong! Hahaha then supper at simpang. Jingxiang found a $50 note and treated us all to ice cream:) Yummy andersen's ice cream. Though that day passed very fast, but i really enjoyed it! Yesterday we got updated of the various classes we are gonna be admitted into in year2. Damn, i wasn't in the same class as any of my clique and so far, I don't even know who's in the same class as me. How terrible isn't it? I'm in the different class as my boyfriend too:( I'm kind of afraid of what the future holds for me. I'm afraid of being in a whole new environment again, knowing new people, unsure if they have any hidden agendas, and getting a whole new different kind of workload (SSM). I'm also afraid of losing contact or increasing the chances of everyone drifting apart again. But that's life. Yes, its harsh but true. Ah, just hope that everything's gonna be alright. Gotta be brave.
That day, had fishspa with weijie lol!!!! SO TICKLISHHHH but it really ate up lots of my dead skins^^ Awesome, thanks so much:) Headed back to sch ystd for sa meeting zzzzzzz 10am to discuss recruitment drive. The pan fried pork bun is so delicious! This week is the last week of holidays:( sad. Gotta head back to sch on thurs and fri for orientation since I'm a sl. Must remmeber to upload the mass dance song into my phone. Then followed by Qx's birthday party on sat and hopefully meetup with the usuals on sunday? I WANT AN IPHONEEEEEEEE.
Gotta run!
Today @ 12:52 PM
Thursday, April 8, 2010
I miss you guys!
I'm currently listening to Wedding dress in english version nowwwww. Qixiang sent me. But i think i still prefer the korean version so much more please! Today was a day out with weijie. Supposed to make chocolates but it failed terribly:( So yeah, it was a failure. Followed by cineleisure and dinner. Then one of the world's best ice cream:D Home and got the biggest shock of my life:( Still feel so tramautised by it.
3 top books I want to read soon!
1) Looking for Alaska - John Green
2) The Last Song - Nicholas Sparks
3) The Lovely Bones - Alice Seldold
Boooooo:( i feel sad. Gotta sleep soon, long day tmrw...
Today @ 12:50 AM
Monday, April 5, 2010
I went to the temple to pay respects to my grandparents this morning. Looking back, its amazing how time flies. Feels like yesterday was just the day I headed to the hospital to have a last look at my grandfather. Life's really short. Life, measured in terms of moments that took your breath away, rather than how many breaths you took. I don't want to grow old next time and look back at my life. I don't want to look back in regret for not doing certain things I should and had done. Neither do I want to look back in anger for doing certain things I know I should never had done. With every ending comes a new beginning, with every death comes a new life.
Give me some strength and courage.
Today @ 1:32 PM
Sunday, April 4, 2010
My blog is so dead. That was because I was busy working from 10-28march at taka's baby fair, followed by SL training camp from 29-31march. It was a hectic month i must say. Work was interesting though I kind of dread it. Reason why it keeps me going is probably due to my friends and kids. SL camp was alright. Day 1 was horrible, had to play dirty games and i swear it was very dirty. Ended up soaking my clothes for 3days. And I gotta learn TP mass dance by heart so i can teach the freshies! Class chalet was funfunfun hahah 3d2n, probably because my clique stayed on for 2nights. Then I met up with besties on thursday!!! Damn i miss them so muchhhhhhh plz! Not to mention the usuals:( All of them are so busy cause its their Alevels' year and that suck because it means lesser gatherings:( Finally had pasta, been craving that for ages! The other day, met up with howe, yiqi, chap & bas! Went to "The Hangout". Played WII. Supermario and raving rabbits! HAHA, and also guitar hero. Wii just reminds me of shengxiang's house. It was good we catched up:)
Lately, I can't stop listening to those songs I used to love few years back! And i wonder why is that so.... Please let my pay come in soon:( OHYES, everyone plz support shengxiang & layting! Go to
http://carrislabelle.livejournal.com :) :) School's starting in a few weeks' time. GOSHHH CANNOT IMAGINE SSM!:( And when sch starts, everything's gonna be different. Environment, workload and friends. Wish me good luck, guys.
(Clique outing)
Today @ 1:33 PM